haven't done this in a while

I realize that I need a space to let out some of my thoughts. As an introvert, I don't do this too often. But a lot of things have been happening lately and it's getting harder for me to just not say anything. I'm quite awkward talking into a camera and more comfortable writing things as how I would speak. Posts will probably happen late at night, hence the name of the blog. I don't know who will read this (or if anyone will) but I need to write it out for myself... so if you happen to read my posts, thanks for taking your time to see what's on my mind.